hard!!! / easy???

Faraway, faraway
Hard but m fighting n I will
Whether its die best o not
No one knows what koms tomorrow

Another day went without seeing you
But you are always around me
Counting day by day endlessly
Everyday seems like 1000 days

My life is so empty without u baby
But ur always in my lonely mind n dreams
Words are words……..
Want to show u how I feel

There is no running away
That’s obvious to me
When the big wide world calls
I’ll surely go with u

I’ll never let u down
If u promise not to fade away,
I ’ll always b dere for u
That I know for sure

Jeff Buckley - Hallelujah

I heard there was a secret chord

that David played and it pleased the lord

but you don't really care for music, do you

well it goes like this the fourth, the fifth

the minor fall and the major lift

the baffled king composing hallelujah

hallelujah...

well your faith was strong but you needed proof

you saw her bathing on the roof

her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you

she tied you to her kitchen chair

she broke your throne and she cut your hair

and from your lips she drew the hallelujah

hallelujah...

baby i've been here before

i've seen this room and i've walked this floor

i used to live alone before i knew you

i've seen your flag on the marble arch

but love is not a victory march

it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah

hallelujah...

well there was a time when you let me know

what's really going on below

but now you never show that to me do you

but remember when i moved in you

and the holy dove was moving too

and every breath we drew was hallelujah

well, maybe there's a god above

but all i've ever learned from love

was how to shoot somebody who outdrew you

it's not a cry that you hear at night

it's not somebody who's seen the light

it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah

hallelujah...

is it all about sex..???

Not most of die relationships last long without sex. Is it?? Some when (mostly the guys) want it…n wen dey dnt gt it frm their gfs in one way or other dey ll have it...dsnt matter who she is or how old o watever…dey ll get it.. Some guys go straight. Of cause it will hurt but it’s better as knowing from a third party. Some says I won’t have sex before marriage…others waiting or looking for the mr.right…but how ll knows that hes the mr.right she was lookin for…because after somedays dat ‘mr.right’ will have a new back pack…but if u dnt reject havn sex wth him o dnt feel sorry for dhen its not much of a thng…now days having sex is like giving a bussi to cheeks…most from die youth take it so…for others it’s a game…n says dhen I ll have more experience…wat for??…to love someone,be in a realtionshp or have sex wth ur partner u dnt need any of dat ''kookoo'' experience…when the time comes…it will just happen…have seen ppl who r together for more than a year n separate..n de main prob is SEX…wonder dnt dey have feelings…wen de girl can stay without sex y cant he???...is dat mean guys r more horny dan gerls?? Or is it that they arnt patient enough???...sometimes guys just suxxxxxxxx(some)

Hey m not against sex…not either m an expert…n m not sayn its always guys bt more guys dhan gerls… or m not sayin don’t have sex…just don’t do it for fun or for ur own happiness o feelings..cox maybe de other one ll take it seriously…

True....

Still remember like it happened yesterday
How painful it was…
Even words can’t explain…
Only the thing with me were sadness

Took a step further…
With a heart full of hopes
How excited I was
But nothing went better…

Started doing new things secretly
Whether it was hard or not…
No one seems to give a damn
Realized how boring life could be

My heart thinks and talks a language
Which I am still trying to understand
What I did so wrong?
Why it’s always happening to me?

No one bothers to answer
Instead they want more
Never want to give up
Started keeping things to myself

God will never let me have stress
Which I can’t handle of
Never want n will let go of my faith
So why don’t I cheer up?

I have true feelings and care for them
No matter what they do or think
And I am happy for that

why?????????

use to read my buddys blogg.....n since dat wanted to open one...but was thinkin wat m i suppose to write..?? n my mind was -------....even started n updated once..hehe...sooo kinnda gve up...neverdeless kept on readin dems n xefs blog...though i dnt leave any koment...smedays ago xef updated hs 100th ..congra...n dat kinnda maks me to open a blog again...soo thot ll give it a try.....so thnks to xef..(but hey u shud teach me divehi...hehe)...n xim thanx to u too...
and i ll tr my best to update daily...bt cnt spend all m free time here...
soo lets c how far dis goes...

my lovely sleeps :(

since lke a month almost everynit wke up so early in de mornin...n as ususal chck my handy n wen i c its 5am...say 2 myself "damn scheisse...cnt de sun wait for another hour''.....the nits r getting shoter....rem de 1st time n it was difficult...but now kinnda use to it....and even its nice to c a different...not always 6 to 6 hrs... n today (21-06-07) is the longest(16 hrs) day n shotest(8 hrs) nit of dis year...

hi..

hi ...amm i am not a good writer....its just that its boring these days...no school n the whole day at home..so thought of doing this...
na ja lets c how this goes n how far...
love susi

Lonely
Summers going to start
Time to throw out the jackets
Don your bikini and play in garden

Having a loving family
The perfect accommodation
Girl like me can have

Finding even one minute
Sitting in front of the computer
Rather find a meaning to my stupid life

Day and night
Without any complains
No sign of getting bored

Day by day
Feeling lonely and lonely
Thinking to myself

Too many sleepless nights
No mood to have fun
Diving in the fantasy world

Tired of waiting, no more expecting
Tried so hard to tell myself
Make use of the precious time

Fighting hard to achieve my goal
Walking all alone on the path
Leaving nothing to complain about…….